in the middle of nothing
hei.. long time no see.. haha. I push myself to write so that i keep my sanity here on my brain.
Three years, whoa.. it's very long journey right. i've done many things, faced up by some things, stumble vrious time, wake up again, fall again, yeah.. that's called life Fi. You wont become people when u're not facing problems and go through it.
I've lost my parents, both. In the same year, and i felt big loss because of it. It is already passed one year ago but i still remember the day, each hours before those happened. I try to accomodate my feeling well but i fall, i got depressed. Yes I am deppression survivor, and I still make effort to return back my old me which was more adventorous, more humble, funnier, have more spirit, easier to get along, hahaha. U may meet me and found a bucket of gloomy cloud walking with those puppy 'melas' eyes.
I am trying and I feel gratitude that at least I am trying to do better. Now in the library, doing my literature review.. Bismillah.
I have done some part of reviewing the protocol and formulation of the nanoparticle. I hope tomorrow i can met my lecture to see what we can do with this.
anw, i am glad i can write haha. because it is so opressed on me chest in the past few days. I hope me always healthy and so do you who read.
the storm will pass, right ? :)
Three years, whoa.. it's very long journey right. i've done many things, faced up by some things, stumble vrious time, wake up again, fall again, yeah.. that's called life Fi. You wont become people when u're not facing problems and go through it.
I've lost my parents, both. In the same year, and i felt big loss because of it. It is already passed one year ago but i still remember the day, each hours before those happened. I try to accomodate my feeling well but i fall, i got depressed. Yes I am deppression survivor, and I still make effort to return back my old me which was more adventorous, more humble, funnier, have more spirit, easier to get along, hahaha. U may meet me and found a bucket of gloomy cloud walking with those puppy 'melas' eyes.
I am trying and I feel gratitude that at least I am trying to do better. Now in the library, doing my literature review.. Bismillah.
I have done some part of reviewing the protocol and formulation of the nanoparticle. I hope tomorrow i can met my lecture to see what we can do with this.
anw, i am glad i can write haha. because it is so opressed on me chest in the past few days. I hope me always healthy and so do you who read.
the storm will pass, right ? :)
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